Shift the energy

It is very cold in my new room. For a Malaysian like me, I cannot stand the coldness. I'm shivering in my own room during summer time. Hey, stop talking about problems. Don't waste energy delving too much on the problems. It is better to shift my energy towards solving it.

Okay, I've taken few steps. First, I wear my winter coat. Yes, it helps to keep me warm. Very warm and very nice and cosy. However, I sometimes forget to wear it as it is still summer, or going into autumn, I would semi-consciously take my lighter jacket/coat every time I leave my house.  Then, I bring a blanket, a jumper and a big scarf. Wearing my jumper, covered with my big scarf, it is still unbearably cold. So, today, I brave myself to cover the aircond window on my ceiling with a thick paper. I don't know how it will stay sticking there but I don't feel as cold as before now. Alhamdulillah.

Another thing is time seems to fly very fast. It's already a second half of the fasting month now. What have I achieved so far? Did I manage to discipline myself better? Do I think I've improved my 'keikhlasan' and hence my taqwa? I think I'm better in keeping my mouth shut, though, I feel the urge to speak or argue..haha...Though, I'm still struggling to keep awake outside my sleeping hours. Last night, I was very very sleepy after magrib, I felt asleep until almost midnight. I 'missed' my 'nasi time' and my 'Quran time'...emm....I hope not to repeat that tonight. I excused myself for last night as I thought I got carried away with the weekends' habits..hehe...

Talking about time, now, I've less than 8 months to finish my thesis and I need all the energy to work on it more effectively. I know I should not think about whether I have sufficient time or not, rather I should just do it according to my plan/milestones. May Allah help me. I really really need Allah's help today, tomorrow and the days after. My 'impian' is to complete and finish my study within the  targeted time, insya-Allah.